Dear readers and followers, this may be a short post but a hurray one for me. The leap of faith l took, was very scary and it cost me more anxiety than l would have liked.
This is where it all started, when l wondered if there was any settling down in this life. I had quit my hitherto safe haven and unfortunately moved into a ‘disturbed’ woman’s house. She had mixed episodes and finally told me to leave. I had even by then already fallen sick from the unheated house. While l shivered, she said she didn’t feel cold.
I went and formally moved out of her house yesterday, and put some of my belongings in a friend’s garage. I however kept my hope to find a place by Feb 01n nothwitstanding the humiliations and disapointments l was facing in my search for a nest. I am still hoping she refunds my caution but l can’t sue her if she doesn’t.
Anyway, and in the meantime, I had bought a promo ticket for Paris a few months back and had to leave today. I visited a room yesterday and my spirit told me to be calm. The lady told me she’ll get back to me today. I asked my Ss Hero if he’ll follow up if she did.
And so it came to be, that she did get back to me and he followed up on my behalf. Hurrah l have found Angel’s nest. There’s a park and a gym next door, what more could l dream of? Wow. She lives cities away and there are just two co-tenants of my generation. I met them yesterday and it was kinda looking promising.
Thanks to all who wished me well. I can now enjoy my weekend in peace, hoping l sleep a better cycle tonight.
Lesson: sometimes we have to let go/hit rock bottom/risk losing it all/and what else have you, in order to receive/search in all frankness/leap in all faith and ehat else again have you yo qualify this?