I’ll be Home Alone for the New Year and I definitely need it…


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That picture was taken this morning at my mum’s, a few hours before I had some mild palpitations and felt so weak I had to take some natural remedy and go back to my home.

I went to mum’s to help out as we prepare for Grandma’s funeral come January 5-7 2018. That dress am wearing was just stiched by a seamstress and it’s the uniform for the funeral. Pictures are good because they don’t lie if you are not faking postures or heavily made up. I was none. I see my neck strained out, I see pale though cute eyes, and an entire body and mind crying for a ‘do nothing day’.

I am so grateful for my cousin who has agreed to take all three boys over from tomorrow 31st December to January 3/4 , and so I’ll be Home Alone (well with Ella).

It is hard to explain why someone looking so seemingly healthy and one who used to be the mover and shaker and dooer even of the seemingly impossible, isn’t the same anymore. It sometimes beats my own immagination too. I think it is hard to comprehend even by an immediate family, and sometimes I wish it were the Rhumatoid Arthritis rearing its head and the swollen articulations are there for all to see and say sorry.

Not only am I tired, my ears are ringing and the hearing aids seem to be capturing all the wrong sounds and amplifying them for poor me.

So, I’m holed up from the 31st of December at 4 pm right up to the 2nd of January 2018 when I resume work.

Happy new year to us all and happy celebrations to those who will be joining family and friends. To those like me, we are gonna be fine, it is just some uneasy rest and recuperation.

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3 thoughts on “I’ll be Home Alone for the New Year and I definitely need it…”

  1. Days of “celebration” should be spent in a manner that suits individual needs. Some people need joy and laughter; some people need quiet time and solitude. The “right” answer is found within each of us. Pursuing that path satisfies our needs.

    Create whatever suits your needs and enjoy the time during this process. Satisfaction can be found in every emotion if we’re willing to listen to our needs and understand their purpose.

    Wishing you time to self reflect and appreciate yourself for who you are and all you’ve done. Have a marvelous end to 2017 and wonderful beginning to a new year filled with (at the very least) the gift of life.

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