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Set for Stage 3 of my spiritual cum purification journey


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Picture taken eve of stage one when swollen eye just started

 

ACIM (A Course in Miracles) Notes 06-02-18

Revelations are intensely personal and cannot be meaningfully translated. Any attempt to describe it in words is impossible. Revelation induces only experience. Miracles are more useful now because of their interpersonal nature. In this phase of learning working miracles is important because freedom from fear cannot be thrust upon you. Revelation is literally unspeakable because it is an experience of unspeakable love.

Oga J (my nickname for James Allen)  Feb 23-18

He who does not desert his principles when threatened with the loss of every early thing, even to the loss of reputation and life, is the man of power, is the man whose every word endures, is the man of power, is the man whose every word endures, is the man whom the after-world honours, revers and worships.

Dear all, with the above 2 notes, I introduce the 3rd stage of my spiritual and purification journey. I am all set and good to go for 21 days. I know on whose strength and love I count. My God is my salvation, the source of all the Amazing Grace in my life. He couldn’t choose me if He didn’t know me and find me able especially now, not before or after.

Life went on
Spiritual Journey don’t mean I don’t step out some – honouring a dinner invitation

I have already gained so much, and even lost some 3.5 kgs wow… the books I have read, movies I have watched, the transformation I already notice in and around me…wow wow wow

And I share another two salient points from The Way

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Priceless is how best I can describe this book

, precisely point 19 and 20:

19. “Will Power. A very important quality. Don’t despise little things, for by the continual practice of denying yourself again and again in such things – which are never futile or trival – with God’s Grace you will add strength and resilience to your will. In that way you will first become master of yourself, and then a guide, a chief, a leader: to compel and to urge and to inspire others, with your word, with your example, with your knowledge and with your authority”; and

20. “It is inevitable that you should feel the rub of other people’s character against your own. After all, you are not a gold coin that everyone likes. Besides, without that friction produced by contact with others, how would you ever lose those corners, those edges and projections – the imperfections and defects – of your character, and acquire the smooth and regular finish, the gentle firmness of charity, of perfection? If your character and the characters of those who live with you were soft and sweet like sponge-cake you would never become a saint”.

Ha, not that am aiming for sainthood oh

So, as I march on, thank you all who have supported and encouraged me – even those who mocked or laughed added to my inspiration and motivation. Seek Him and you’ll find Him if you truly want to. Inner Peace and all His Amazing Grace and Gifts are there in abundance for the asking and contemplating. No formal religion or declaration or word from anyone is required nor talk of mandatory. Indeed, nothing to do with all these irrelevant divisions of the world, sex, race, age, creed, status, and etc etc etc, like we wouldn’t all end up either 6*6 feet below, cremated or any of those?

Hmm, let me hush for now…

by Grace you’ll read from me after 21 days

In truth, freedom and love always,

 

 

 

 Marie Abanga

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Fasting is not for the faint of faith in the fast


Day 3 of fasting
Am eating all of this during this 3 days break lol

Wow, 1st 3-days break and I am super excited. I will publish 5/6 posts during this break because yes, I missed writing out here – so bear with me gentle followers.

On a more serene note, the above picture was taken on day three of my fast, a Saturday, I was back from the biggest farmers’market in Central Africa – found thankfully in Douala like 30/40 mins away from my home, I bought all that and fixed them all up for the month – or however long we can keep that lol. I worked in that kitchen all day, because I love cooking (big temptation if you are fasting but I had no option and could do that lol), and only left that kitchen at 6 pm. Someone said wow?

So, as I announced last week, I started a spiritual/purification journey of 70 days as guided by my inner compass and this includes a 4 stage fasts with there being a 3 days break in between the stages.

Fasting and day 1
resume of what am fasting from, and how day 1 went

I am fasting from 6 things as directed- and as you can see if you use magnifying glasses lol (food, anger, worry, hate, attack thoughts and yes the last one is sex, so that doesn’t even cross my mind during this period), and to be honest, so far so good. I sincerely evaluate myself 80% and this is an A – Period.

The day started off so cool because it had rained cats and dogs the previous night. I walked Aime’s son to school, well she came along, I worked with my dearest Sahadat (you’ll read about her before stage two begins I promise) from home, talked for long with my son Israel, it’d been such a while and I so love to connect with this full of promise adopted son of mine, and to make my first day so special, another small daughter of mine who was looking to connect with her dad all these years, called me to announce the good news. She is 22 and has never spoken to nor seen her dad. I once helped her zoom trails to find him to no avail. What a first day right?

It takes stubborn but passionate faith to walk such fate especially if any fasting whatsoever is involved. I mean I ate no pin, and tried my very best to fast from the other items. The 20% less is the shaky thoughts because am human of course… but I have faith in the fast… I said I was ready and stand by that…

Let me borrow from my friend Pammie’s view on faith: “faith is not a religious faith…it is trust in life-serving-life” and this is why I am going through this 70 day purification and fasting. I have faith in the outcome.

And so, me thinks, to fast especially in stages and for so long, whatever the motive (be it for health, wealth, weight, or religion prescribed) you need to have faith in the fast. No fast cars involved here, you have to walk your talk.

To, summarize this first post of my first break from my first stage of fasting, I am so grateful for the Grace to fast. The picture below is me that same saturday after working all day. I sate down to a full tray of a balanced diet which included a detox home made juice (smoothie if you want lol)  in the red cup, a succulent fresh mango, some fresh tender corn on the cob home cooked of course, a yummy risotto in rice salad style, pap and enough water to fill my thirst tank hahaha. It was not so clear by the time I wrapped all up and freshened up,  but the focus should be on my tray and not my face hahaha

 

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So seven days later, here I am trying my best. Happy with the firm implementation of my 3D principles of Determination, Discipline and Dedication. The spiritual fruits are already starting to bud… but that will be fully revealed at the end. I could however treat myself to a hefty dinner and ignore the irritation on my eye and knee cap – guess my body not so pleased with me o