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Marie Abanga on Mental Health and Services she offers

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Hello world, after passing my exams in flying colours recently; setting out on a journey to launch a much desired and needed service as a CBT therapist and mental wellbeing coach, so grateful for all the support.

Have a great week everyone

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Hopeless…Hopeful

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Hopeless
Might as well
Hopeful

 

She crawled under her bed

It made no more sense

Such sham & shame

The Weight

Mind & Mass

Needless living on

Who cares what goes on

Sensless, pointless, needless

It is truly

HOPELESS

……….

she publishes a 4th memoir

Kinda movie

The 360°

Transformations

Hardwork

Tough Choices & Sacrifices

Faith, Hope, Love

It is truly

HOPEFUL

……….
(C) 2017 Marie Abanga

The end

Hopeful and Hopeless directions. Opposite traffic sign.

P.s: Officially and in my inspired way, fully embracing my story and engraving it in my heart and on all walls of my home. I actually did crawl and stay for a while under my hospital bed the morning my daughter died, I prayed the ground open up for me. I spiralled for 6 months and survived another 6. Then although pregnant once again, it felt not worth living. I picked up a knife and then I got a kick from within and I dropped it hot. The transformation started dripping in from that moment… Be inspired…

Who are you & what is your identity???


Voice of the Voiceless
I know who I am, do you?

Muse with MAG: Who are you to begin with? (17.05.19)

I remember the times someone asked me who I was and I just gave my name and some other basic information like my job or parents etc hahaha. But this morning, I muse on who I really am and can confidently tell anyone who even asks me again today. Honestly, I feel so confident and comfortable in myself today to bottle myself up to 3 letters (MAG) and describe myself with one word (MAGNECTIC). I therefore treat myself and others in full knowledge of of who I am, and by every alignment, in total consciousness of my identity. When you don’t know who you are, you may fall prey to others definition of you. You will get discouraged, disappointed and even angry at the various definitions you will be given, some thrust at you with so much sarcasm you wonder if it’s the you in your body hahaha. I sincerely think there is a lot we can understand about life and those with whom we live it, if we know who we are and where is our source. This of course can’t be separated from your identity, and that’s what I will be looking at during a live video later in the day. And so, I am MAG, a MAGnectic princess of a most High God. Now over to you, who are you??? Happy weekend in advance everyone and may the good Lord bless us all

Watch my Facebook live video on identity if you have a minute, and share you never know who could need this today

#whoareyoutobeginwith #whatisuridentity
#MAGinspires
#MAGmotivates
#MAGtakesthelead
#MAGisintentional
#AttitudeofGratitude
#IamMAGnectic
#letGodandLovelead
#Godgotmyback
#makeitmagical

An acknowledgement like this goes a long soul way


Let me just drop it here almost a week later. I was the April She Hero of the Woman Words literary press overseen by Comrade Mbizo Chirasha. I have just been so busy I almost forgot to share such an acknowledgement o. I am humbled and really appreciate the goodness of the Lord in my life. May He continue to use me Amen. Read on and share. Thank you comrade:https://womawordsliterarypress.home.blog/2019/04/27/marie-angele-abanga-is-our-she-hero/

Special Book Review: The Story of my Life – A beautiful Soul in Hell


Pre script: It’s been so long I reviewed a book, not because I am no longer reading books, but I just sort of ‘graduated’ from doing them? Hahaha. But here is a book, a scintillating autobiography as she calls it, I hope my review does it some justice. Read on or click the link to watch my live video on Facebook reviewing same o

I am an author, and I thought my first memoir was sizzling; well I have read a scintillating autobiography and all I have for the author is respect.

I first met Thatcher Nshan in 2006 in MTN CAMEROON, and we connected on Facebook a year or so ago. I celebrate her for all she is, all she does, and all she will keep doing both directly and indirectly in the mighty name of Jesus Amen

The memoir is one I couldn’t put down just like that, took me 2.5 days to read because I had other things to do lol

She tells us some about her childhood and her dreams which I am sure many of us girls and ladies can relate to. One of those is getting married to the love of her life. Yes, that was mine too.

It starts getting zigzag from there. Sometimes, when you are shielded a lot growing up, once on your own only God’s Grace can keep you grounded. Psalms 23 is no joker, she went through not one but several valleys of the Shadow of death. Let’s look at some in bullet points ok, I am no spoiler – get a copy from her at 5k

1) A very love infested but toxic Relationship with Ekwe…the abuse she got which almost turned her too into a murderer wow…on Facebook she doesn’t seem to tell her readers all;
2) Numerous affairs with Married Men to the point of wondering if there ain’t a spirit in her which attracts them to her or vice versa;
3) A boy toy or toy boy (whichever) affair which has such a twist even I who once had one, felt like a novice – these things are real and although I wouldn’t call the boys toys, I think it’s time we acknowledge that age ain’t no barrier in love;
4) The obsession with getting healed or delivered from both physical and suspected spiritual infirmities which take her to all sorts of houses (both God and Satan ones) with the apex being to the Synagogue in Naija not once but twice. Read that book to find out more;
5) And just when you think you have read it all…the Desire Saga sets in and the scam she is dealt by a prospective husband (they were already fiance and she lived with his twins even long after that scam – God bless her), oh my goodness some people dine with the devil FULLSTOP. This landed her in jail ah I forgot about first taking her through the psychiatric ward of the Laquentinie hospital in Douala.
There is a volume 2 I hear, I mean the story of her life is one good for a movie.
I pray she finds the deliverance, Healing and Love of her life she is still hoping for Amen
Young girls o, please do yourselves a favour get this scintillating autobiography and review your own lives before it’s too late. At least, through it all, she has her two beautiful and graceful children, one a miracle because science had said no way you can have a child again… arghhhhhhhh MAG you didn’t have to spoil it now
Ok read volume I and watch out for volume 2 which will detail her prison(s) experiences
Contact her to get a copy at: 655861266/678269970 hnshantem66@gmail.com

#specialbookreview
#thankyouThatcherNshan
#GodisGood
#AttitudeofGratitude
#ThereisHope
#BetheHope
#letGodandLovelead
#makeitmagical
NB: I did a Facebook live video to review this book and so if you are on Facebook or can follow the link below to watch, that’s cool too: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=1362666903875110&id=100003954406995